Sunday, August 18, 2013

Freedom

There are time when I feel like I'm absolutely crashing to rock bottom, and there are time when I feel like I'm soaring high. 
Tonight I have made a decision. Any addiction-depression-doubt-guilt-etc. that is taking over my life right now, I am DEMANDING it in Jesus name to get out of my life. I am DONE. 
I'm sick and tired of feeling like my life is a mess, like everything is spiraling out of control: Jesus died for me, brutally, so I can be free. So, why let this sadness and darkness overcome me any longer?!?! 
I am a child of the One True King, and Satan no longer had a grip on my life. I'm waving my white flag because I now belong to God. No turning back. I'm never going back to the Jewell that I was. I am new, and finally happy. 
It's time for me to actually live the change instead of just talk about. Things are different this time. This feeling of total surrender and reckless abandon is one that I am feeling right now, but cannot explain in words. 
God, 
I thank you from the bottom of my heart for delivering me; for setting me free. 
I praise you for the amount of love that you have for me: it will always remain. 
You are so holy, and I cannot wait to someday spend all of eternity in your presence. 
My everything is yours, God. 
Amen!!!! 

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