It's always hard for me to surrender my all to God. He wants me to, so why can't I?! I sing songs on Sundays about it, but I never truly do it. Feeling so spiritually dead like I do is making it hard for me to just surrender. I just need to let go and let God. What's my problem?! I need to start trusting God and surrender all, then I most likely wouldn't feel like this anymore.
There is a song called "The Stand" that makes me think about all of that stuff. A part says, "I'll stand, my soul Lord to you surrendered. All I am is yours." That part of the song stands out to me the most. I sing this song all the time. But, do I truly mean it?! Do I sing it from my heart, or do I focus on singing the correct notes?! Well, I really should focus on singing it from my heart and singing it straight to God as my prayer to him. I should mean the words that I'm singing and just surrender my soul to God and only be his. I just wanna surrender.
I say this, but am I gonna go live it? Truth is, I'm gonna try my very best to. I really am going to try. I'm not just saying that either. If I don't try, I'm gonna feel more spiritually dead than I already do.
When I struggle with wanting to surrender, I ask God to come to my rescue. Here's a song that I listen to when I feel like this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RXAN3l8jQDg
Dear God, Please, I ask you to come to my rescue. I'm struggling, God. I wanna surrender everything to you. I feel so very dead inside and I just want that feeling to go away, God. Please rescue me from these feelings of darkness and hopelessness. Don't let me or anyone else feel lost anymore. God, I ask that you would come to our rescue.
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