I'm Yours

Dear God,

I need You.

I need You to soften my heart.

Please break me apart.

Make me whole again.

I have lost sight of You.   

I am slipping away.

To Satan, it’s just a game.

A game of tug-a-war.

And, I’m the rope.

But, God, it’s exhausting.

It’s tearing my life apart.

I’m trying to find You again.

But, there’s a big dark shadow in the way.

It’s sin.

God, my sin is taking control of me.

I’m letting it.

It’s just so hard to let go.

God, I’m trying to hold on to Your hands.

But, I’m losing my grip.

God, You are greather than this battle.

I am a conquerer with You.

Through all of this.

Through all of everything.

I find myself almost facing almos the opposite direction.

Facing the dark side.

Honestly, God, I know You gave me free will.

And, I want to pick You.

So, why can’t I?!

Is it really my sin that’s holding me back?!

Or, am I, myself, holding myself back?!  

Is it just my stupid human mind?!

God, help me to grasp onto You.

I’m crying out from my soul. I’m crawling back to lay everything down at the cross.

I love You, God.

I know You.

I believe in You.

I fear You.

I worship You.

I give You glory.

I give You praise.

I’m running back into Your arms.

I’m giving it all to go Your way.

God, I just need You.

I just miss You.

I see Your face.

It’s beautiful.

I don’t ever wanna turn away.

Lord, I thank You.

I thank You for grace and forgiveness.

I am Yours.