Expect It. Believe It.

No matter how deep your issue is... 

No matter how much you have struggled with it... 

The possibility exists for you to become absolutely free, whole, and healed. 

Speak to your mountain and tell it to move. 

Cry out from the valley, and God will help you find your way out of it. 

The enemies in the past, you will no longer see. 

Everything that is holding you captive... Those chains will be broken. 

God’s favor is being released in a new way. 

It will propel you forward. 

What you think is going to take you a lifetime, God can make happen in a split second. 

Have FAITH. 

Believe that He WILL. 

God will give you strength when you feel like you can’t move on. 

He will give you joy when you feel discouraged. 

He will make a way when it feels impossible. 

God is going to do something amazing in your life. 

He is going to move you from the back of the line to the front. 

He is going to move your resume from the bottom of the pile to the top. 

He is going to heal your mind... 

Heal your body... 

Heal your relationships... 

God is not finished with you. 

Promises you’ve been standing on, dreams you’ve been praying about... 

God’s going to make things fall into place. 

Expect Him to move. 

Pray for rain? 

You better have your umbrella ready! 

Expect it. 

Believe it. 

Have faith. 

KNOW THAT He is God and you are not. 

Closure

I sense that I am slowly letting go... that I’m growing less in love with him every single day. 

I think that’s the most difficult thing about losing someone you’ve loved... the way you feel, never really dies all at once. 

All you can do is wait and watch it fade away one day at a time. 

You will have days where you feel better. 

You will have days where all you want to do is cry. 

Both are okay. 

There’s no magical cure. 

You just need to close your eyes, and trust that the waves will pass and soon you’ll be able to breathe again. 

I know it’s not easy. 

I know it hurts. 

You’re sitting there overthinking, a million and one questions are running through your head. 

Unable to sleep, creating different scenarios in your mind, while making a mental list of regrets... 

But, you can’t keep blaming yourself for someone else’s inability to provide the type of love you deserve. 

Tonight is just like any other night. 

It’s difficult, but you’ll do what you’ve always done. 

You’ll get over it. 

You’ll get through it. 

You’ll be fine. 

You’ll get closure. 

But, my closure didn’t come from him... 

My closure came from knowing deep in the middle of my heart that I did everything I could... 

That I went above and beyond for that man. 

I more than compromised. 

I became a whole entire new person just to accommodate him. 

AND IT STILL WASN’T ENOUGH. 

My closure didn’t come from him, no. 

My closure came from realizing that everyone isn’t for everyone. 

Him and I just weren’t for each other.