Thursday, August 21, 2014

Everybody Hurts

Hurt. 
An unbearable king of hurt. 
A pain like I've never experienced before. 
A pain that literally made me sick. 
It feels as though my heart has been ripped out of me, stomped on, catapulted onto the street, and run over by an 18-wheeler. 
It feels as though I've been repeatedly hit in the head with a hammer. 
My thoughts are everywhere. 
My nerves are on edge. 
My eyes are burning from the sobbing. 
My heart is shattered into a puddle of nothing. 

I feel a multitude of emotions. 
Anger. 
Rage. 
Frustration. 
Sadness. 
Hurt. 
Confusion. 
Depression. 
It's all hitting me so hard. 
It's destroying me. 
I have a headache the size of Texas. 
I feel so dead. 

Now, I know life's not fair, but this just isn't fair. 
It's not right that I'm being treated this way. 
I just don't deserve it. 

I am just gonna have to trust God on this one. 
I'm tired of trying to do it on my own. 

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