Note To Self

Why am I questioning?
Why do I feel so guilty?
I wasn't trying to hurt anyone.
But, I'm sorry if I did.
I'm not trying to shut people out.
I'm not trying to lose friends over this.
I'm just finally satisfied.
Worshipping where God has called me to worship.
That's all that should matter.
I'm where God wants me to be.
So, I need to just step back, and just breathe.
Stop it, Jewell.
Stop letting people and their opinions make you feel bad.
You're meant to be here.
You have friends here.
They include you.
They care for you.
They talk to you.
Don't let others make you feel guilty.
Stop it, Jewell.
Stop trying to please everyone.
You don't have to feel bad anymore.
You're pleasing and praising God.
That's all that matters.
Don't think you have to make other people happy.
Focus on you for once.
On the fact that you're where you needs to be.
Stop worrying.
Keep your faith.
You love God.
God loves you.
That's all that matters.
Just relax.
It's all in His hands now.